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2037-03-28 12:20 am
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Contact / Mailbox (Adstringendum)

H-hey, you've reached Alex. Dunno wh-why anyone l-leaves voicemail a-anymore.

[[OOC: Here is a place you can leave IC messages on Alex's PCD, or even offlines and logs, just put the (in-game) date in the subject.]]

 

 

CODE BY LAYOUTTESST
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2012-09-17 12:39 pm
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Inventory/ Shadow stats

Shadow Eater powers:Read more... )

Possessions
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2012-09-17 12:02 pm

Permissions (Adstringendum)

 Permissions;

OOC:
  1. Most importantly, Alex has a triggering history. It includes violence against children, rape, suicide, torture, blood, and general child-abuse. Does any of this bother you? I will always warn when a subject is in danger of coming up, and he tends to avoid talking about it,  but if any of these bother you, you can let me know here, and I will make sure he doesn't say anything triggering.
  2. Alex isn't very good with reading facial expressions usually, especially in the realms of positive emotions, but he's gotten used to linking some negative feelings with the shadows he used to see. Does your characters have typical expressive traits, or do they mask their feelings fairly well?
  3. Alex also stutters and speaks colloquially. If that bothers you, let me know here so I can skip the phonetic writing and the stutter.
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2012-04-15 07:10 pm
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Inventory (Rakuen)

Raks: 0

Upgrades:
Dual-Wielding The Player can wield two Weapons at once if one of them has this ability. Even if both Weapons have the Dual-Wielding ability, the Player is still only able to wield two.
Data Master See all angles, speeds, and trajectories of moving objects.
Durability Essentially a Weapon's HP, this stat governs how much pain or damage the Weapon character can take before they lose consciousness.
Protect When the Player is at 10% health, they automatically switch places, physically, with the Weapon.
Regen The Player and Weapon slowly regain health throughout the course of the battle; essentially acts as a slow-acting painkiller.




Memory:
Memory 1- Alex is afraid of sex. (Note the consequential psychological repercussions also are returned.)
Memory 2- From Transmigration 9- The journal that Sam gave him (and the actual time it was given).
Memory ---Locked---
Memory ---Locked---
Memory ---Locked---
Memory ---Locked---
Memory ---Locked---
Memory ---Locked---
Memory ---Locked---
Memory ---Locked---
Memory ---Locked---
Items:
  • PDA (video/audio upgrade; Gamestat upgrade; e-shop upgrade)
  • Gray jacket
  • black tanktop
  • jeans
  • beat up sneakers
  • Rakuen Uniform (male)
  • Rakuen Uniform (female)
  • glowsticks (just a few left)
  • 4 strobe lights
  • aklsjdfasfkjkl extension chords.
  • 009 Sound System CD by Alexander Perls
  • Before the Storm by Darude
  • Sweet Harmony by Liquid
  • a CD of Modestep
  • DotA by Basshunter
Memories still lost:
  • His mother
  • How to tie his shoes
  • The number 9
  • He is afraid of doctors
  • That he enjoys to sing
  • How he met Mikel
  • Kaylee's death
  • How to write with a pen, pencil, crayon, marker, etc.
  • Hiccups don't mean someone's heart is trying to escape
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2012-03-23 03:46 pm

CR Chart (Under construction)

Post here to be added if you aren't on the list yet!Read more... )
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2012-03-19 04:30 pm
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Permissions (Rakuen)

 Permissions;
  1. Most importantly, Alex has a triggering history. It includes violence against children, rape, suicide, torture, blood, and general child-abuse. Does any of this bother you? I will always warn when a subject is in danger of coming up, and he tends to avoid talking about it,  but if any of these bother you, you can let me know here, and I will make sure he doesn't say anything triggering.
  2. Alex isn't very good with reading facial expressions usually, especially in the realms of positive emotions, but he's gotten used to linking some negative feelings with the shadows he used to see. Does your characters have typical expressive traits, or do they mask their feelings fairly well?
  3. Alex also stutters and speaks colloquially. If that bothers you, let me know here so I can skip the phonetic writing and the stutter.

Other permissions;

Threadjacking? I'm fine with it!
Back-threading? It will happen. :|b
Injury? Ask me first, but I'm usually fine with it!

Medical: Alex has had a rough past, and isn't in the best shape. If he's not acting as a weapon, his body isn't all that strong, but he's quick on his feet. He may need reminders on how to eat right though.
Romance: Because of his past, Alex is iffy on romances, but if the right person comes along, we are both all for it! He tends to prefer girls, but a guy is not out of the question.
Physical contact: Alex doesn't dislike contact itself, but he is very jumpy when someone goes to touch him, though he'll be less so when he gets to trust a person. He might flip out over a hug at first, but he really doesn't mind the hug itself. It just surprises him
Sexual relations: That's going to be a no for a long time.

Alex's IC triggers; They basically coincide with the trigger warnings for other people that I listed above. I am totally not against them being mentioned, but Alex may get upset depending on the context, though they are sure to gain some sort of negative reaction from anger to sadness, but also compassion if it's something someone else has gone through. Parents and how they act can be a touchy subject for him, and he especially does not like his mother to be insulted, and will at the very least be sullen if something about his father is praised. He's easily bullied, but calling him weak is likely to hurt him the worst. Depending on the situation he may try to prove the person calling him weak wrong, but generally there has to be someone else he is protecting, or he is likely to just submit.

 

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2012-03-19 04:29 pm

HMD

 How am I doing?
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2012-03-18 01:09 am
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App to Rakuen

PLAYER INFORMATION


Name: Jynxed
Journal: TheJynxed
Contact information: [AIM] Phoenixaenigma
Other characters: n/a
Do you need an invite code?nope
Do you want a buddy? No, thank you!

CHARACTER INFORMATION


Name: Alex Furest
Age: 18
Subject taught: Computer Programming
Canon: OC
Warning, there may be triggers in Alex's history )
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2010-11-24 10:49 pm
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Rakuen stats~

 
PLAYER STATS
NAME:
CHARACTER NAME HERE
AGE:
AGE HERE
SCHOOL:
CONQUEST OR FORTITUDE HERE
DORM:
DORM NAME/ROOM HERE
CLASS:
NAME OF CLASS (OR N/A) HERE
RAKS:
20 (20 gained)
MEMORIES:
◈ UNSEALED MEMORY 1 ◇ SEALED MEMORY 2SEALED MEMORY 3SEALED MEMORY 4SEALED MEMORY 5SEALED MEMORY 6SEALED MEMORY 7SEALED MEMORY 8SEALED MEMORY 9SEALED MEMORY 10
LINKED:
LINKED CHARACTER NAME HERE ([Bad username or unknown identity: JOURNAL NAME HERE])
INVENTORY:
◆ PDA ◆ UPGRADE (from DROPPED CHARACTER A HERE)
GENERAL STATS:
STR: Average DEX: Average VIT: Average AGI: Average
RECORD:
0 wins 0 draws 0 losses
WEAPON STATS
NAME:
NAME OF WEAPON HERE
FORM:
WEAPON FORM HERE
UPGRADES:
◈ AVAILABLE UPGRADE 1 ◇ SEALED UPGRADE 2SEALED UPGRADE 3SEALED UPGRADE 4SEALED UPGRADE 5 ◆ Undead Status ((if owned))
GENERAL STATS:
DUR: Average OFF: Average DEF: Average
RECORD:
0 wins 0 draws 0 losses
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Credit: hissarfcaws

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2010-07-06 10:31 pm
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Alice!

 If you've heard Alex mention Yogies, these are Yogies: 
Yogies!
Alice's Personality:
 Alex’s pet rat is always with him. She’s trained to signal when she needs to use the bathroom, to fetch certain useful objects like keys, what “no” means, and to come to her name. She was also trained to deliver notes to certain people back home. She’s smarter than average and can pick up new tricks fairly quickly.

            She, much unlike Alex, is not afraid of strangers. Given the option she’ll gladly climb all over just about anyone, though if there’s a loud noise she always rushes back to Alex.

            Alex keeps food in his pocket usually and a mini rodent water bottle with a normal cap so that the water doesn’t leak. Alice knows to signal to him that she’s thirsty by gently nibbling at his earlobe, and Alex takes out the bottle and either hooks it onto something or holds it for her. The bag is kept open so that she can get food herself.


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2010-06-29 02:04 am
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Some Basic Info (About shadows from Shadows For Lunch)

This is reference material for the story Shadows for Lunch. This is the intellectual property of Anne Marie Greco. I protect my original work, and only I have the right to reproduce this information. Yes, I realize this is an RP character, but he is from a serious work I am in the process of writing which means that I will be far more careful with it. 

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2000-12-26 05:27 am
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Alex's Dreamscape (2012)

(Any feelings/desires are projections of the dreamscape and not required)

The computer: Most of Alex's dreamscape will have elements of computer programming floating around in them. Sometimes the walls will be made of nothing but numerals, sometimes someone might have a tag floating over their head, pictures on the wall might all be the hex for the colours instead of the actual colours themselves. Hallways will need to render as you get closer to the end. Anything along those lines are quite possible in all but the darkest areas of his dreamscape.

Central Park: The entirety is within his dreamscape, the edges looping back on themselves unless the desire is to exit. It has a general sense of calm and peace. The focuses are on a large rock where it is always night and always crawling with rats and a large field where a very young Alex plays catch with his father and gets ice cream with his mother; her face is a little hazy, but she seems to practically be glowing.

Alex's apartment: It is on the top floor of a building. A old elevator is right outside in a small lobby kind of area. The first door has a doorbell and one lock that is always left open. It leads two a mud room with a coat rack. There are two doors from there, one to the right with no lock, and one straight ahead that is much heavier and has three locks.

     The forward door: (Trigger warning: alcoholism) In the dreamscape it is always unlocked, leading into his apartment's living room. The galley kitchen can also be seen from here. The floor is littered with cans of cheap beer and the scent of alcohol is strong. His father, a man even taller than Alex might be sitting in the recliner, watching a baseball game. It's obvious that Alex got at least some of his looks from him, even if he also took his mother's more slender frame. She might be found waiting on her father, and depending how dark the scene is, they might either both be happy, or his mother might appear afraid, even bruised. His father is drunk in the house no matter how light the scene is. Where the kitchen meets the living room there is a hallway that leads down to an office – complete with a small conference table – and his parents bedroom on the right, and a bathroom that always feels foreboding and Alex's bedroom on the left.

     The left door: (Trigger warning: sexual/physical abuse, possibly of minors) This room will show some resistance to entering, even if the door has no evidence of having any locks at all. Inside is a four-poster-bed in the centre of the room. Mirrors cover the wall opposite the door. A dresser is against the wall on the same side as the door and the carpet is plush and littered with cushions and pillows. In some of the drawers toys typically belonging to a young boy can be found in the lower drawers, but other toys completely inappropriate for a young child can be found in the upper drawers along with various types of restraints and things such as lubrication and condoms. The entire room has an oppressive feel that just crushes down on anyone entering with a sense of despair. Chances are that the eye is repeatedly drawn to one of the mirror pieces, and the dream will guide anyone curious to find a hidden door that leads into Alex's bedroom. If anyone is interested in walking into this while Alex is here, please let me know first.

Alex's Bedroom: It is sparse, but has the least oppressive feeling in the whole apartment. There's an old play rug with little houses and roads on the floor, a table with a desk lamp, a single sized bed, a child's table and a stool against it used as a chair, and a wardrobe. Looking back to the door that can be found hidden behind the mirror, there is a blanket with Spiderman leaping through the skies of New York covering the door as well as a desire to look away. A sense of relief and even love might draw anyone entering this area to a particular floorboard that can be pried open, hiding a laptop and external hard-drive. (TW: Child abuse) In a darker version of this scene, Alex can be found on his knees, holding onto or even tied to the stool as his father lashes his back with a belt.

The Labs: (Trigger warning: hospitals, patient abuse) This place has a feeling of dreading sickness, fear, and a powerful hatred. Everything is sterile looking, much like a hospital. There are quite a few waiting rooms and a cafeteria as well as a great many examination rooms, all apparently for various purposes. Anything from medical to mental health equipment can be found in here, but any doctors might try to drag you to the nearest room to undergo a procedure that might range from an MRI to a stress test, or even electro-shock treatments, or even in some of the worst rooms, brain surgery. It doesn't matter how willing the person is, and resisting will only result in more faceless orderlies, nurses and doctors appearing to try to subdue whoever is unfortunate enough to wander into this area. It is hard to escape once caught, but thanks to it being a dream, thinking about something else hard enough should be able to get you out. The hallways here are also liable to become labyrinths that only grow more confusing the harder you try to leave.